Nowwwwwwwww..

Sooo i am officially getting skinny like im going to work soo hard at it. Ive had it with being fat its hell :( I wanna get to the skinny where i can walk around in a sports bra and underwear and not have to suck in my stomach, i wanna be able to see my bones, i dont want my thighs to touch. Im so excited ive decided to eat as vegan as possible but stay under 500 cals a  day !! My goal is to lose 35lbs :) I want to get to 108lbs ... 
Im currently at 143.2 soo here is my countdown..


143.2 1.28.12
142
141.6 1.30.12
140.4 1.31.12
139 
138
137
136
135
134
133
132
131
130
129
128
127
126
125

Wishing =)

My Wish List:
 1: Wedges
 2: Get Down to 130(7lbs to go!!!!)
 3: Get a  Cute Romper
 4: Buy Tanning Bed Package
 5: Save $500 this month =)


Sooooo cute tall guy got my number and we had lunch together =) he hasn't texted me tho, he seems to be rather broke like no car broke =( sooo idk..


I really need to start working out, like all i ever do is crunches.. and that's rare =( hahaha I llooooove life right now though !!


I also love work i kinda wish i worked more because its usually super fun depending on who's working and it keeps me busy. The paycheck doesn't hurt either =)


The only downside of working is that Im always busy and then have to eat more or terrrrrible  things happen =( and i mean terrible.


Thinspo.... :)





totallllly neeeed that tan package  !! !!!!!!



blonde salad








































 I love this one ^^



























:)

Swimsuits & Partys =) &&&& WEIGHT LOSS !!

I WANT THIS BODY !!!!!! Im totally going vegan again, its unnecessary suffering for animals =(











im at 137 OMG I WANNA BE 117lbs NOW !! !!!!!

















I really wanna get some sexy rocker grunge-ish tees.
I wanna lose weight sooooo bad







I wanna be as succesfull as her with weight loss =(

uggghhhh................................ =(

I just want him to want me again =(

UGHHH I WANNA BE THAT FLAT!!!! when im there i am soooo making a debut at partys =)

  totalllly in  mehh top 5 reasons
=)