My day .. So far

So I still need to find a good a book to read.. Im not sure if I want something scary or summery... Ohh well Ill find something :)


Anyways my food intake today looks like this:
 12oz Iced Vanilla Soy Latte - 140 Cals :) 


I cant wait for summer !! I hope to be ridiculously thin so I can show off my body. That always make me look forward to it even more :)


Pictures :) ♥





I so wanna be this tan !! !! :) & I love her hair :)


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Thin girls and Ripped Jeans :)








Love love love her swimsuit !!! :)


Thats all for today :)

My Weight Loss Goal :)

 So here is my countdown for my first goal to skinny :)
139.8
138....
137....
136....
135.... 135.8!! !!!!!
134....  134.4 ! !!!!! 
133....
132....
131....
130....
129....
128....
127....
126....
125.... YAY !! :)


6/28/2011
Sooo I weighed 139.8 today =( It sucks being fat I kinda let myself go for a month or two and like gained SEVEN FUCKING POUNDS !!


But I will lose the weight it just motivates me more to lose it all this time..  WOOOHOOOOOOO 137.4 today !! !! !! =)


134.4  lbs this morning and I binged =( I feel awful but i  dont think it was to bad because i was working all day so hopefully I   break even and don't gain any weight ... pray for me =)


Here are some thinspirational pictures..........





I loooove summer ...SUNROOFS !! !!





Victorias Secret models are AMAZING :)





Can you say .. HIPBONES ??!!





This Girl is amazing.. She dresses gorgeously and...





is a total thinspiration !! :)

today........

So I woke up and weighed 134.4 today :/ ... Which is a little depressing because for awhile I was down to 129... Ohh well Im going to lose this disgusting weight !! !! But on the plus side Im getting tan again :).... So I decided to make a countdown :)

It will be starting at 134 going to 125 :) when I  get here Ill start my next goal and COUNTDOWN :)

Anyways today I've had half a banana ... I plan to eat the other half for dinner and an orange for lunch :)
Ill let you know how my day goes  :)

I have ate like nothing :):):) but I did get a tall iced latte

                                       

I love her :)

Today Part 2...... Well tonight part 1 to be exact

So I've been thinking I should start reading books .. mainly because there are only so many new magazines out there... But yeah I will be reading books now :)



SHES MY HEIGHT ^^ :)



Uggghhhh i could be the last picture but instead I'm a dumb ass and aborted my mission so i'm in the middle.. FFUCCCKKK MY LIFE :(

I WILL LOSE MORE WEIGHT !! !! :)

This post just might be the death of me....

 It keeps deleting the pictures I put in then automatically saving that,  its done it twice so far :(

                                                            

I think I'm at her weight or close to it... I wanna be the weight she got to !!!!! :)

I cant wait to be crazy thin :)